Not Enough?

Not Enough?
Is it not enough?
After 1 yr, is it STILL not enough?
Yes, I'm pretty frustrated.
Then again, I didn't exactly 100% for the past yr.
But I thought it was a natural thing and then now I discovered that IT'S NOT.
WOW.
THAT MAKES ME PRACTICALLY NOTHING.
THANKS A LOT. O_O
My ego darn low liao you know.
How further low do you want it to get?
Woah, thanks ar, more mental obstacles right?
There are too many question marks in this post.
Even "THANKS A LOT. O_O" has a question mark to it.
Thanks man.
And what matters more than studies?
4 more weeks man.
Like can JUST GO AND DIE.
It's a confirm. But it's getting pissing off.
But then it's just not right to block and barrierize all negative comments right?
I mean, they are going to multiply 100000 times more if it really happens.
Maybe I suck at handling comments.
Then I end up caring too much about them to bring out the true essence of the song.
Then I'll end up changing the auds song over and over again because my singing of the aud song has been commented on.
But then again, they hardly give positive comments. It's like, there's nothing to rejoice about everytime I sing. There's nothing to give me confidence. And i'm not exactly thick-skinned you know.
Just telling me to go for it is not enough you know. I need REASSURANCE. ENCOURAGEMENT. CONFIDENCE.
Oh, thanks a lot.
Maybe it's because I myself am starting to lose faith in myself.
Is "am" even correct?
Maybe I should stop asking for confidence and encouragement from others and start giving myself more confidence.
Without my own confidence, how do others believe in me?
Need time to settle confusion.
I HATE ALL THESE QUESTION MARKS. Shoo. o_O
It's like, before Michelle unintentionally typed caps to me on MSN, I never knew the impact when I typed it to her.
I thought I was just being more expressive.
But then again, when and why should humans bother to take internet communication seriously?
Woah, this post darn long ar.
Angela, jiayou jiayou, BU KE YI SONG SIE.
Pls lar, which singer doesn't receive criticism?
WHO doesn't receive criticism?
LOL, reminds me of World Health Org.
Aiyo, you very bo liao a, GO AND LIAN GE!
:P:P