It is with my deepest sympathy that you have to go through all this, but it made me smile again so I shall just post it.
It's a MSN convo I had with my cousin in P6. Please measure my maturity level. xDD
YaY... eXaM fReE... tImE 2 reLaX... yEaH says:
u better stop toking crap
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
oh where art tho romeo
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
i am practicing for my literature for next year
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
works of the guy shakespear
YaY... eXaM fReE... tImE 2 reLaX... yEaH says:
ok wadever
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
where art thou romeo
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
my beloved juliet, what izzut
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
o romeo my parents dono alluo us to be togetho
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
oh juliet
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
romeo!
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
juliet!
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
romeoOOOO!
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
JULLIET DEAR....
YaY... eXaM fReE... tImE 2 reLaX... yEaH says:
bla bla bla
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
oh romeoooooooo
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
ju li ye....
YaY... eXaM fReE... tImE 2 reLaX... yEaH says:
bla bla bla
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
romeo
YaY... eXaM fReE... tImE 2 reLaX... yEaH says:
bla bla bla
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
do you believe in equal rights for women?
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
huh, romeo?
YaY... eXaM fReE... tImE 2 reLaX... yEaH says:
bla bla bla
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
NO< i dun
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
OH ROIMEO (slaps him )
YaY... eXaM fReE... tImE 2 reLaX... yEaH says:
bla bla bla
I LOOk Totally, Really, SO Ugly! Write? Right? But Something tells me I'll still wait.........) says:
stupid ending
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Please Say Sorry
I don't know if it's because I didn't get into CSS and I'm still not cramming for MYE that I have nothing better to do and that something that has been pushed to the back of my head for so long just pops out of nowhere.
For the first time in months or weeks, I'm throwing things out of anger.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
Would you please just apologise to me?
I really want to forgive you once and for all.
But than thanks again,
thanks for letting me be more careful in this year's consideration.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did.
I shall do my very best.
Thank you, Biru for agreeing with me.
I really appreciate it.
For the first time in months or weeks, I'm throwing things out of anger.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
Would you please just apologise to me?
I really want to forgive you once and for all.
But than thanks again,
thanks for letting me be more careful in this year's consideration.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did.
I shall do my very best.
Thank you, Biru for agreeing with me.
I really appreciate it.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Frozen Time
再見那一個手勢 便明白到此為止
說穿了有些諷刺 從沒把握一生一世
痛難免真實
多出來的鑰匙 留給愛的堅持
下一次
梁詠琪 - 給自己的情歌.
It's as though time has frozen in an indirect and maybe not so obvious way since the contest.
I've promised myself not to shed another tear over it.
I'm still young, healthy, alive and I still have many many years.
PSS 2009 here I come. :D
說穿了有些諷刺 從沒把握一生一世
痛難免真實
多出來的鑰匙 留給愛的堅持
下一次
梁詠琪 - 給自己的情歌.
It's as though time has frozen in an indirect and maybe not so obvious way since the contest.
I've promised myself not to shed another tear over it.
I'm still young, healthy, alive and I still have many many years.
PSS 2009 here I come. :D
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Er.
Ent the Ant reached a dead end
And Ent the Ant had a great dent
So said Ent the Ant in the end
"I am, after all, an ant named Ent."
Yes, from this self-made tongue twister that I'm hopelessly addicted to, you can see how bored I am. xDD
I just watched the original Kelly Clarkson's Because of You video and it was super super sad. O_O *sigh* What's wrong with human relationships man? xDD Oh, then after I watched a Sims 2 version (Youtube) that was made beautifully but also equally sad. *sigh*.
Oh nevermind, let's forget about the sad things and stay happy. xDD YEA!
I'm going Singapore/Temasek Poly! ^_^ Regardless of PSS/CSS, because I want to challenge myself for a higher standard at PSS. Go Angela! Jiayou! :D
I miss strawberry Pocky. xDD Ahas, I'm so random. Composed a new song and I shall go type it in! ^_^
And Ent the Ant had a great dent
So said Ent the Ant in the end
"I am, after all, an ant named Ent."
Yes, from this self-made tongue twister that I'm hopelessly addicted to, you can see how bored I am. xDD
I just watched the original Kelly Clarkson's Because of You video and it was super super sad. O_O *sigh* What's wrong with human relationships man? xDD Oh, then after I watched a Sims 2 version (Youtube) that was made beautifully but also equally sad. *sigh*.
Oh nevermind, let's forget about the sad things and stay happy. xDD YEA!
I'm going Singapore/Temasek Poly! ^_^ Regardless of PSS/CSS, because I want to challenge myself for a higher standard at PSS. Go Angela! Jiayou! :D
I miss strawberry Pocky. xDD Ahas, I'm so random. Composed a new song and I shall go type it in! ^_^
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
There was a time where I really just want to disintegrate and disappear and just stop blogging 'cos this is where I posted nearly everything related to CSS.
It's Over.
At least, CSS 2's over for me. But I wish all the contestants good luck on getting nearer to their dream. Gambate!
It'll be quite useless to express how much disappointment I feel. Maybe (or actually 100%) I didn't give my best in terms of gaining experience to overcome stage fright and sing in front of a crowd or improve my singing skills, but I definitely equipped myself with a passion for music.
Of course, I can go what if I had sang a slow song instead of High High High and all that, but it will be utterly helpless.
But still, let me wallow in self pity for just a while more.
Why can't Poly students join CSS?
Why must I opt for a more superstar-centered PSS when all I want to do is simply just to share my music with a larger crowd and touch more lives?
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的没有主张
带我到没有爱情的地方哦
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的失去方向
带我到没有爱情的地方
As much as I want to let go and move on, it's really not that easy.
Will I really get in next time if I give in my all?
I'm really afraid.
Will it be a stupid thing to do if I join JC for CSS, then join Poly for my desired course?
Yes, of course.
Suddenly I feel like being a stupid person and doing just that.
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界
自由的走
It's Over.
At least, CSS 2's over for me. But I wish all the contestants good luck on getting nearer to their dream. Gambate!
It'll be quite useless to express how much disappointment I feel. Maybe (or actually 100%) I didn't give my best in terms of gaining experience to overcome stage fright and sing in front of a crowd or improve my singing skills, but I definitely equipped myself with a passion for music.
Of course, I can go what if I had sang a slow song instead of High High High and all that, but it will be utterly helpless.
But still, let me wallow in self pity for just a while more.
Why can't Poly students join CSS?
Why must I opt for a more superstar-centered PSS when all I want to do is simply just to share my music with a larger crowd and touch more lives?
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的没有主张
带我到没有爱情的地方哦
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的失去方向
带我到没有爱情的地方
As much as I want to let go and move on, it's really not that easy.
Will I really get in next time if I give in my all?
I'm really afraid.
Will it be a stupid thing to do if I join JC for CSS, then join Poly for my desired course?
Yes, of course.
Suddenly I feel like being a stupid person and doing just that.
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界
自由的走
Friday, March 16, 2007
Here it comes.
This is it.
For the past year my life has revolved around Campus Superstar & the whole of my life has revolved around music. And tomorrow says it all.
Hahas, can you imagine what would happen if I got in and before every result show I post this same post? xDD
But anyways, tomorrow is more than just important to me. I really hate to think of what would happen to me if I don't get in tomorrow. But of course, putting aside all the pessimistic thoughts, I'm pretty excited. After 1 yr of anticipation, it's finally here.
Of course I would be lying if I say "Oh, just ping chang xin and go and sing, nevermind can get in or not." It matters a lot to me because only by becoming top 20 can I embark on a journey of sharing my music with more people and hopefully, the world.
Yes, there will be other chances, but tomorrow matters to me in more ways than one. Frankly, I do not deny that I have a tinge of envy for the Campus Superstar's fame (especially during the first few months when I decided to enter the contest and CSS 1 was still airing), but I've come a long way (muchos more months) to realise that I do love singing and sharing my music with the rest of the world. It's become my dream and part of me, part of my everyday life.
Maybe I'm making the CSS competition sound more serious than it seems to be (to me) because I do not take it as merely a stage to gain experience of live performances (though that is also a big factor as I value live performances more than CD music to better bring out each song) but I want to give my very very best. I want to bring out the best music I can to the world. I hope for every one of my performances to be enjoyable in one way or another.
And yet, I lack confidence, and in turn, I lack the drive. I'm afraid to know the result because it matters so much. Actually I find the world quite ironical. xD
But my friends and family will be there to cheer me on, and for that few minutes, the stage is mine. They have confidence in me and all the more I should have confidence in myself. ^_^ Angela, you can do it!
Just take a deep breath, hold the mike & sing.
(Oh, and this may be a bit late - oh wait, it's still 8:58, the boys haven't started singing yet - but good luck to all the guy contestants xDD)
For the past year my life has revolved around Campus Superstar & the whole of my life has revolved around music. And tomorrow says it all.
Hahas, can you imagine what would happen if I got in and before every result show I post this same post? xDD
But anyways, tomorrow is more than just important to me. I really hate to think of what would happen to me if I don't get in tomorrow. But of course, putting aside all the pessimistic thoughts, I'm pretty excited. After 1 yr of anticipation, it's finally here.
Of course I would be lying if I say "Oh, just ping chang xin and go and sing, nevermind can get in or not." It matters a lot to me because only by becoming top 20 can I embark on a journey of sharing my music with more people and hopefully, the world.
Yes, there will be other chances, but tomorrow matters to me in more ways than one. Frankly, I do not deny that I have a tinge of envy for the Campus Superstar's fame (especially during the first few months when I decided to enter the contest and CSS 1 was still airing), but I've come a long way (muchos more months) to realise that I do love singing and sharing my music with the rest of the world. It's become my dream and part of me, part of my everyday life.
Maybe I'm making the CSS competition sound more serious than it seems to be (to me) because I do not take it as merely a stage to gain experience of live performances (though that is also a big factor as I value live performances more than CD music to better bring out each song) but I want to give my very very best. I want to bring out the best music I can to the world. I hope for every one of my performances to be enjoyable in one way or another.
And yet, I lack confidence, and in turn, I lack the drive. I'm afraid to know the result because it matters so much. Actually I find the world quite ironical. xD
But my friends and family will be there to cheer me on, and for that few minutes, the stage is mine. They have confidence in me and all the more I should have confidence in myself. ^_^ Angela, you can do it!
Just take a deep breath, hold the mike & sing.
(Oh, and this may be a bit late - oh wait, it's still 8:58, the boys haven't started singing yet - but good luck to all the guy contestants xDD)
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Thank you.
YEAH, BRING SATURDAY ON!
Yeah, finally I'm in one of my most confident moments.
After one year of struggles and dreams, BRING SATURDAY ON.
Thanks to:
Uma
Michelle
Rebekah
Wei Wen
Eugenia
Biru
Syafiqah
Thank you very very much for going there to support me. ^_^ It's really really appreciated and it really really means a lot to me (which really cannot be described in mere words on my blog). I'll truly do my best and stop all my whining and indecisiveness for you gals. xDD YOU'RE THE BEST! :D
Also thanks to:
Szehong
Adeline
Joanna
It's okay if you're not going, must remember to jiayou for me every second at home okay? xDD And Joanna, hope you have a nice holiday! xDD Buy a mike ornament as a souvenir for me or something, okay? xDD (j/k).
THANK YOU EVERYONE!
xoxo Angela
Yeah, finally I'm in one of my most confident moments.
After one year of struggles and dreams, BRING SATURDAY ON.
Thanks to:
Uma
Michelle
Rebekah
Wei Wen
Eugenia
Biru
Syafiqah
Thank you very very much for going there to support me. ^_^ It's really really appreciated and it really really means a lot to me (which really cannot be described in mere words on my blog). I'll truly do my best and stop all my whining and indecisiveness for you gals. xDD YOU'RE THE BEST! :D
Also thanks to:
Szehong
Adeline
Joanna
It's okay if you're not going, must remember to jiayou for me every second at home okay? xDD And Joanna, hope you have a nice holiday! xDD Buy a mike ornament as a souvenir for me or something, okay? xDD (j/k).
THANK YOU EVERYONE!
xoxo Angela
Monday, March 12, 2007
I went on a Google Image Search for I forgot what reason, but anyways, let me present my mascot of the moment! ^_^ Taddaaa...

Yesh, the four leaf clover! Haha, I needed some luck really badly so I decided to paste pictures of the lucky clover all over my blog. Prepare to be green!

A lovely cartoon version of it. Oh, and did you know that the audition day is also St Patrick's Day in the US? Hahas, so qiao, rights?

And look at the mascot's mascot! Muawhahaha. I never thought I'll be obsessed with Carebears again. Hoho. I have the sudden urge to buy one big good luck carebear and squish it every day. Is that scary or what?

This was really lovely! ^_^ Oh, and clovers don't only represent good luck to me, they also represent love x4! ^_^ Check out the heart shaped leaves (it might be clearer in the cartoon version)

AWWW! The stuffed version with a kawaii cap! Wants! Muawhaha. And the non-cappy one looks very cute too! :D

Check out this four leaf clover shaped fountain! xDD It's really for sale, you know! XDD
<-- I'll end of with a cute little pixel of the bear from here. ^_^ Jiayou Angela!
Quoted from:
http://www.care-bears.com/CareBears/html/about/goodluck.html
Yesh, the four leaf clover! Haha, I needed some luck really badly so I decided to paste pictures of the lucky clover all over my blog. Prepare to be green!
A lovely cartoon version of it. Oh, and did you know that the audition day is also St Patrick's Day in the US? Hahas, so qiao, rights?
And look at the mascot's mascot! Muawhahaha. I never thought I'll be obsessed with Carebears again. Hoho. I have the sudden urge to buy one big good luck carebear and squish it every day. Is that scary or what?
This was really lovely! ^_^ Oh, and clovers don't only represent good luck to me, they also represent love x4! ^_^ Check out the heart shaped leaves (it might be clearer in the cartoon version)
AWWW! The stuffed version with a kawaii cap! Wants! Muawhaha. And the non-cappy one looks very cute too! :D
Check out this four leaf clover shaped fountain! xDD It's really for sale, you know! XDD
| Good Luck Bear is loaded with luck and he loves to share it with anyone who can use a little more good fortune. You'll almost always find this bear with a big smile on his face. Even the symbol on his tummy is lucky—a four-leaf clover! | |
| Caring Mission: | He shares his good luck with others. |
| Symbol: | His four-leafed clover symbolizes the luck that's always with him. |
| Personality: | Happy and self-confident. |
| Character Quirk: | He can make broken machines work with a snap of his fingers. |
| Color: | Green. |
| Best Friend: | Funshine Bear |
| Relationship Challenge: | Cheer Bear—for some reason, his good luck doesn't work when she's around. |
| Motto: | Lucky for you I'm here! (haha, so ego.) |
Quoted from:
http://www.care-bears.com/CareBears/html/about/goodluck.html
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Go Go Angela!
If I say that everything's going well or even fine, I wouldn't even be half saying the truth."
Yeah, everything's pretty bad. o_O It seems I still can't handle criticism well enough. Am I THAT pampered? I mean, I'm not rich, you know. o_O But somehow I have this pride that's killing me. o_O
I mean, previously those already very little that held my faith that my singing was of some substance are now all proven wrong. The only thing I have left is my passion, which I deem should be enough to get me through, or I'll probably have thrown in the towel or basket or what there is in my room already.
Anyways, I gotta try improve on my singing.
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! CANNOT GIVE UP SO EASILY.
Ok, so my voice is airy and lacks power. And I over pronounce my "s. There's nothing you can't do without practice. You must jiayou! NI YI DING XING!
IT'S THIS SATURDAY.
GO GO ANGELA!
Yeah, everything's pretty bad. o_O It seems I still can't handle criticism well enough. Am I THAT pampered? I mean, I'm not rich, you know. o_O But somehow I have this pride that's killing me. o_O
I mean, previously those already very little that held my faith that my singing was of some substance are now all proven wrong. The only thing I have left is my passion, which I deem should be enough to get me through, or I'll probably have thrown in the towel or basket or what there is in my room already.
Anyways, I gotta try improve on my singing.
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! CANNOT GIVE UP SO EASILY.
Ok, so my voice is airy and lacks power. And I over pronounce my "s. There's nothing you can't do without practice. You must jiayou! NI YI DING XING!
IT'S THIS SATURDAY.
GO GO ANGELA!
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Excited.
Next week will be the start of a new and exciting chapter of my life. I am actually quite scared that I won't pass (a far cry from last yr when I was so absolutely sure I can at least get into Top 8). My friends and family's comments have opened my eyes to certain things I've never noticed earlier (regarding my singing), but I hope it won't in turn close other doors.
So, anyways, I'M READY FOR NEXT SAT. BRING IT ON. I'll be staying there the whole time, even though I might be quite depressed/sadistic (is this being optimistic? xDD) when hearing everyone else sing. Imagine, there'll be 2000+ ppl! :D Even if I eventually don't get in, it's actually quite nice to see the potential contestants, hohos.
But never-the-less, JIAYOU JIAYOU! ^_^
Put your hear and soul into it, and there's nothing you can;'t do.
So, anyways, I'M READY FOR NEXT SAT. BRING IT ON. I'll be staying there the whole time, even though I might be quite depressed/sadistic (is this being optimistic? xDD) when hearing everyone else sing. Imagine, there'll be 2000+ ppl! :D Even if I eventually don't get in, it's actually quite nice to see the potential contestants, hohos.
But never-the-less, JIAYOU JIAYOU! ^_^
Put your hear and soul into it, and there's nothing you can;'t do.
Friday, March 02, 2007
App. Form! ^_^
The la-de-da-de-dum lovely application form is up! ^_^ Haha, I'm happily filling it out, but I released the only talents I have are singing and webdesigning. Hoho. Is that a good or bad thing? XDD
I DID NOT KNOW I WAS SUPPOSED TO ATTACH A PHOTO. Haha, now they can see my pimply face. O_O Argh. xDD
Jiayou jiayou! ^_^
千年之恋-F.I.R
Fly Away - Liang Jing Ru
I DID NOT KNOW I WAS SUPPOSED TO ATTACH A PHOTO. Haha, now they can see my pimply face. O_O Argh. xDD
Jiayou jiayou! ^_^
千年之恋-F.I.R
Fly Away - Liang Jing Ru
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Scriptwriting
I'm supposed to already be done with my script, but I found a lot of loopholes. o_O Like someone can suddenly from an arrogant hat & shoe seller become a music teacher. o_O Please don't tell me I'm going to use o_O after every sentence. o_O xDDD It came naturally, no planning. :P
Just watched Pearl Harbour, and I nearly cried. Yes, I'm the cryish kind, but it was really touching. ^_^ And I just realised There You'll Be is from the Pearl Harbour soundtrack. It's a lovely song! :D Okay, Angela, stop putting emos after each sentence.
And here's a Harry Potter version of Pearl Harbour done beautifully. :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S8Gbk5US-io
Just watched Pearl Harbour, and I nearly cried. Yes, I'm the cryish kind, but it was really touching. ^_^ And I just realised There You'll Be is from the Pearl Harbour soundtrack. It's a lovely song! :D Okay, Angela, stop putting emos after each sentence.
And here's a Harry Potter version of Pearl Harbour done beautifully. :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S8Gbk5US-io
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Preps.
Ke Shi Qing Ai De Ni Zen Me Bu Zai Wo Shen Bian.
ANGELA, <4 MORE WEEKS. Jiayou, jiayou! ^_^
Should I join the Buzz@Canteen first to gain exp?
o_O
Haha, nevermind, shall wait and see.
It's like, it's FINALLY HERE! YAY! :)
Jiayou, jiayou. Both in studies & in singing.
YESH, TEACHERS, YOU HEARD ME! I will hand up all known owededed homework before the contest starts. Woohoo!
Even though I must have confidence, but I shan't be overemotional about the result. Ahh, well, treat it as an experience then. ^_^ There are other routes to my dream career - suo wei, tiao tiao lu tong rome. xDDD
But with guidies there to cheer me on, I will do my best! Jiayou! ^_^
Haha, I wonder where's my ego gone to.
ANGELA, <4 MORE WEEKS. Jiayou, jiayou! ^_^
Should I join the Buzz@Canteen first to gain exp?
o_O
Haha, nevermind, shall wait and see.
It's like, it's FINALLY HERE! YAY! :)
Jiayou, jiayou. Both in studies & in singing.
YESH, TEACHERS, YOU HEARD ME! I will hand up all known owededed homework before the contest starts. Woohoo!
Even though I must have confidence, but I shan't be overemotional about the result. Ahh, well, treat it as an experience then. ^_^ There are other routes to my dream career - suo wei, tiao tiao lu tong rome. xDDD
But with guidies there to cheer me on, I will do my best! Jiayou! ^_^
Haha, I wonder where's my ego gone to.
Monday, February 19, 2007
Not Enough?
Not Enough?
Is it not enough?
After 1 yr, is it STILL not enough?
Yes, I'm pretty frustrated.
Then again, I didn't exactly 100% for the past yr.
But I thought it was a natural thing and then now I discovered that IT'S NOT.
WOW.
THAT MAKES ME PRACTICALLY NOTHING.
THANKS A LOT. O_O
My ego darn low liao you know.
How further low do you want it to get?
Woah, thanks ar, more mental obstacles right?
There are too many question marks in this post.
Even "THANKS A LOT. O_O" has a question mark to it.
Thanks man.
And what matters more than studies?
4 more weeks man.
Like can JUST GO AND DIE.
It's a confirm. But it's getting pissing off.
But then it's just not right to block and barrierize all negative comments right?
I mean, they are going to multiply 100000 times more if it really happens.
Maybe I suck at handling comments.
Then I end up caring too much about them to bring out the true essence of the song.
Then I'll end up changing the auds song over and over again because my singing of the aud song has been commented on.
But then again, they hardly give positive comments. It's like, there's nothing to rejoice about everytime I sing. There's nothing to give me confidence. And i'm not exactly thick-skinned you know.
Just telling me to go for it is not enough you know. I need REASSURANCE. ENCOURAGEMENT. CONFIDENCE.
Oh, thanks a lot.
Maybe it's because I myself am starting to lose faith in myself.
Is "am" even correct?
Maybe I should stop asking for confidence and encouragement from others and start giving myself more confidence.
Without my own confidence, how do others believe in me?
Need time to settle confusion.
I HATE ALL THESE QUESTION MARKS. Shoo. o_O
It's like, before Michelle unintentionally typed caps to me on MSN, I never knew the impact when I typed it to her.
I thought I was just being more expressive.
But then again, when and why should humans bother to take internet communication seriously?
Woah, this post darn long ar.
Angela, jiayou jiayou, BU KE YI SONG SIE.
Pls lar, which singer doesn't receive criticism?
WHO doesn't receive criticism?
LOL, reminds me of World Health Org.
Aiyo, you very bo liao a, GO AND LIAN GE!
:P:P
Is it not enough?
After 1 yr, is it STILL not enough?
Yes, I'm pretty frustrated.
Then again, I didn't exactly 100% for the past yr.
But I thought it was a natural thing and then now I discovered that IT'S NOT.
WOW.
THAT MAKES ME PRACTICALLY NOTHING.
THANKS A LOT. O_O
My ego darn low liao you know.
How further low do you want it to get?
Woah, thanks ar, more mental obstacles right?
There are too many question marks in this post.
Even "THANKS A LOT. O_O" has a question mark to it.
Thanks man.
And what matters more than studies?
4 more weeks man.
Like can JUST GO AND DIE.
It's a confirm. But it's getting pissing off.
But then it's just not right to block and barrierize all negative comments right?
I mean, they are going to multiply 100000 times more if it really happens.
Maybe I suck at handling comments.
Then I end up caring too much about them to bring out the true essence of the song.
Then I'll end up changing the auds song over and over again because my singing of the aud song has been commented on.
But then again, they hardly give positive comments. It's like, there's nothing to rejoice about everytime I sing. There's nothing to give me confidence. And i'm not exactly thick-skinned you know.
Just telling me to go for it is not enough you know. I need REASSURANCE. ENCOURAGEMENT. CONFIDENCE.
Oh, thanks a lot.
Maybe it's because I myself am starting to lose faith in myself.
Is "am" even correct?
Maybe I should stop asking for confidence and encouragement from others and start giving myself more confidence.
Without my own confidence, how do others believe in me?
Need time to settle confusion.
I HATE ALL THESE QUESTION MARKS. Shoo. o_O
It's like, before Michelle unintentionally typed caps to me on MSN, I never knew the impact when I typed it to her.
I thought I was just being more expressive.
But then again, when and why should humans bother to take internet communication seriously?
Woah, this post darn long ar.
Angela, jiayou jiayou, BU KE YI SONG SIE.
Pls lar, which singer doesn't receive criticism?
WHO doesn't receive criticism?
LOL, reminds me of World Health Org.
Aiyo, you very bo liao a, GO AND LIAN GE!
:P:P
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Love Love Love <3!
One day you'll ask me which is more important, my life or your life.
I'll answer my life and you'll walk away, never knowing that my life is you.
Haha, from Uma's love quotes book. It's a really beautiful quote. :D This is like a belated Valentine's Day post.
Only from the heart can you touch the sky.
One good thing about Internet dating: you're guaranteed to click with whomever you meet.
When I said I would love you forever, I lied.... Forever isn't long enough.
- Unknown
I love the sun for days, the moon for nights and you forever.
- Unknown
Multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever and you'll still only have a glimpse of how much I love you.
- Unknown
Love has given me wings, so I must fly.
- A Knight’s Tale
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
- 10 Things I Hate About You
I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you.
- John Smith
I'll answer my life and you'll walk away, never knowing that my life is you.
Haha, from Uma's love quotes book. It's a really beautiful quote. :D This is like a belated Valentine's Day post.
Only from the heart can you touch the sky.
- Jalaluddin Rumi
One good thing about Internet dating: you're guaranteed to click with whomever you meet.
- Mongo (I thought this was pretty cute. xDD)
Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.
I met in the street a very poor young man who was in love. His hat was old, his coat worn, his cloak was out at the elbows, the water passed through his shoes -- and the stars through his soul. Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.
- Unknown
- Victor Hugo
When I said I would love you forever, I lied.... Forever isn't long enough.
- Unknown
I love the sun for days, the moon for nights and you forever.
- Unknown
Multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever and you'll still only have a glimpse of how much I love you.
- Unknown
Love has given me wings, so I must fly.
- A Knight’s Tale
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
- 10 Things I Hate About You
I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you.
- John Smith
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Hohos. :D
Adeline not only wants to hear him sing, she wants his autograph.
Hohos.
Now nearly 5 people in the class knows about it.
Probrably even more.
WHAT ON MY EARTH!
Okay maybe I'm just paranoid. I mean they'll know sooner or later right? Even if I don't get in, someone's bound to see me there and if he/she bothers, tell my classmates.
Hohos. Whatever.
Now you know why the title is Hohos.
Hohos.
Hohos.
Now nearly 5 people in the class knows about it.
Probrably even more.
WHAT ON MY EARTH!
Okay maybe I'm just paranoid. I mean they'll know sooner or later right? Even if I don't get in, someone's bound to see me there and if he/she bothers, tell my classmates.
Hohos. Whatever.
Now you know why the title is Hohos.
Hohos.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
I keep thinking today's Friday. 'Cos there's guides today. o_O And I was like shiok, can go home and slack and sit in front of the comp and sing my songs.
Sigh.
But nevermind, 'cos...
I have 2 main things to be happy about! :D
1) WE'RE GETTING BACK OUR RESULTS THIS FRIDAY! YAYY! I can afford to drop it but of course I'm secretly hoping I get an A.
2) More CSS info! ^_^
Sigh.
But nevermind, 'cos...
I have 2 main things to be happy about! :D
1) WE'RE GETTING BACK OUR RESULTS THIS FRIDAY! YAYY! I can afford to drop it but of course I'm secretly hoping I get an A.
2) More CSS info! ^_^
Have a fantastic singing voice and want to showcase it beyond the walls of the toilet and KTV room (actually, I sing in my room)? Envy Chee Yang, Teresa and the rest of the Campus SuperStars for their fame and fans? Want some stage and performing experience before you become the next Stefanie or JJ (I can't be a JJ and I don't exactly want to be a SS. I want to be myself. ^_^)?
We could list out another 101 reasons why you should make yourself free on the 16 and 17 of March, but we’d just be wasting time. Just prop yourself in front of a mirror, throw your hair back and flash us your most winsome smile: Are you our next Campus SuperStar (YESS!!! What? I mean, I must have confidence, rights? xDD)?
Registration & Audition
Boys: Fri Mar 16
Girls: Sat Mar 17
Venue: Toa Payoh HDB Hub (updated!)
Time: 9 am (updated!)
Eligibility
This competititon is open to students from all secondary schools, JCs and ITEs who wear school uniforms. Come register and audition in your current school uniforms (yes, you must belong to a school with school uniforms).
Audition Tips
Want to perform better and impress the judges? We have some tips for you.
1. Each person has to prepare to sing a song, without any accompanying music track, on stage.
(Tip: Prepare a second song on standby because the judges may sometimes want to hear the contestants try another song) (Woah, so like Michelle. xDDD Okay, I shall prepare two.)
2. Things to bring:
- An umbrella (March may be a hot and sunny month)
- Cooling tonic drinks (to sooth your vocal chords and maximise your singing potential) (I'll probrably just bring water)
- Schoolmates/friends/relatives to cheer for you (Yay!)
Bonus
Watch out for Campus SuperStars Season 1 alumni who will perform on the two audition days to lend their moral support to this year's Campus SuperStar wannabes. (Adeline, I know you'll want to be there to hear someone sing, rights? :P)
The actual TV competition will commence only from 28 May, during the mid year school holidays. So if you are bursting with passion for singing, come right down for an audition and you could be on your way to become the next Campus SuperStar!
Friday, February 02, 2007
:D
The song was stuck in my head throughout Chem SPA.
wo jing ran mei you tiao tou
zui can ren na yi ke
jing jing kan ni zou
yi dian dou bu xiang wo
yuan lai ren hui bian de wen rou
shi tou che de dong le
Haha. I don't exactly know whether it helped to relieve stress or not. All I know what that it took me the whole of 35? mins to figure out one calculation qn. And by the time I wanted to work it out time was up. So pissed. o_O And the acid STINGED my wound. So pain. o_O Utterly annoying. I had to dilutise it with water.
At least I figured out the correct Mr of some element that I better not say in case MOE starts malletising me with their copyright infringement (I seriously thought it was spelled infrigment). o_O
I don't know why I was pissed. I mean, fine, I probably didn't brief properly and it IS their first session, but I just felt utterly pissed. One thing I know for sure is that when I was pissed it had no self-interests included. So there.
Do you NOT SEE that very nice line over there?
Yeah, I can imagine a sarcastic SBQ with that. The senior will be pointing to "teh invisible line" with the junior giving her a HUH? look.
I wonder if teacher's really have access to our blogs. But whether or not they do, I don't exactly care. I don't blah teachers on my blog cos it's completely pointless. Yeah, and probably 90% of the time it's my fault. And also because I don't really have anything much that I need to blah so much that I need to go to the extent of announcing it to the whole wide world and all in Austraila and Antartica (if they have MIO XD).
I have a sudden urge to make this blog post very long. VERY VERY VERY long. Quite pointless rights? o_O I mean, I can blah 5 paras on how CSS is bugging me & "O" Levels is bugging me because it's not bugging me. But heck, no point.
If we overtake another class just 1 more time during jogging session, I'm seriously going to scream. Or maybe I'll try to keep up, but it's utterly pointless. I keep up and I won't be able to jog the 2nd round cos I'm practically breathless. I don't keep up and I have to lag 3 classes behind (or more) and end up MIA during attendance taking.
I can't wait for next Friday. I think it's "O"s CL results release day! WOOTS! CAN'T WAIT FOR MY RESULTS! Bad or good, I just want it back so I know where I stand. Hahas. Jajas. Bananas. Whatever.
wo jing ran mei you tiao tou
zui can ren na yi ke
jing jing kan ni zou
yi dian dou bu xiang wo
yuan lai ren hui bian de wen rou
shi tou che de dong le
Haha. I don't exactly know whether it helped to relieve stress or not. All I know what that it took me the whole of 35? mins to figure out one calculation qn. And by the time I wanted to work it out time was up. So pissed. o_O And the acid STINGED my wound. So pain. o_O Utterly annoying. I had to dilutise it with water.
At least I figured out the correct Mr of some element that I better not say in case MOE starts malletising me with their copyright infringement (I seriously thought it was spelled infrigment). o_O
I don't know why I was pissed. I mean, fine, I probably didn't brief properly and it IS their first session, but I just felt utterly pissed. One thing I know for sure is that when I was pissed it had no self-interests included. So there.
Do you NOT SEE that very nice line over there?
Yeah, I can imagine a sarcastic SBQ with that. The senior will be pointing to "teh invisible line" with the junior giving her a HUH? look.
I wonder if teacher's really have access to our blogs. But whether or not they do, I don't exactly care. I don't blah teachers on my blog cos it's completely pointless. Yeah, and probably 90% of the time it's my fault. And also because I don't really have anything much that I need to blah so much that I need to go to the extent of announcing it to the whole wide world and all in Austraila and Antartica (if they have MIO XD).
I have a sudden urge to make this blog post very long. VERY VERY VERY long. Quite pointless rights? o_O I mean, I can blah 5 paras on how CSS is bugging me & "O" Levels is bugging me because it's not bugging me. But heck, no point.
If we overtake another class just 1 more time during jogging session, I'm seriously going to scream. Or maybe I'll try to keep up, but it's utterly pointless. I keep up and I won't be able to jog the 2nd round cos I'm practically breathless. I don't keep up and I have to lag 3 classes behind (or more) and end up MIA during attendance taking.
I can't wait for next Friday. I think it's "O"s CL results release day! WOOTS! CAN'T WAIT FOR MY RESULTS! Bad or good, I just want it back so I know where I stand. Hahas. Jajas. Bananas. Whatever.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
CSS the 2nd.
Have a fantastic singing voice and want to showcase it beyond the walls of the toilet and KTV room? Envy Chee Yang, Teresa and the rest of the Campus SuperStars for their fame and fans? Want some stage and performing experience before you become the next Stefanie or JJ?
We could list out another 101 reasons why you should make yourself free on the 16 and 17 of March, but we’d just be wasting time. Just prop yourself in front of a mirror, throw your hair back and flash us your most winsome smile: Are you our next Campus SuperStar?
Registration & Audition
Boys: Fri Mar 16
Girls: Sat Mar 17
Venue: To Be Confirmed soon
Eligibility: Students aged 13 and above can register and audition in their current school uniforms (yes, you must belong to a school with school uniforms). More details and updates to be added in time, so watch our website!
Source
The auditions are on March 17. Super early right? But not much difference from what I expected - late March - early April. Am I prepared? Yes, definitely. If I'm still not prepared after one year, there's really something wrong with me. In fact, I'm pretty excited though I still wish I was given more time, for my cplxn and homework and all. Jiayou jiayou. Must start getting serious now. ^_^
Gambate!
I can do this! I can do "O"s and this and everything else! :D
Css Songlist for Grand Finals
2nd Segment: Unplugged
S1 Daren - Ji Mo De Ji Jie by David Tao
S2 Diya - Zhi Fei Ji by Sandy Lam
Duet - Tian Tian Ye Ye by F.I.R
Hey, I wanted to do Tian Tian Ye Ye by F.I.R! o_O xD NVM, so used to the songs I picked being picked before CSS 2. :D Shall find something unique...^_^
All the songs they picked (that I know of) are good songs and I wish them both all the best. Hahas.
Saturday, January 27, 2007
I have a sudden urge to change my blog address to little-missninja.blogspot.com. Sounds good? ^_^
I woke up today and got out of bed and brushed my teeth with Colgate EXTRA WHITE toothpaste and then rinsed my mouth and then splashed my face with water and then ate my breakfast and then DID MY PERMUTATIONS AND COMBINATIONS WORKSHEET! WOOOT! I'm so guai. xDD
121 days 9 hours 30 minutes 2 seconds left until You-Know-What.
I hope our class wins the Best Decorated Notice Board because I can see that everyone has put loads of effort into it (and the preparation once again proved to me that my painting is seriously atrocious). o_O Of course, the headers for the subjects rock the most 'cos I thought of it! Yeah! (so Zi Lian). No larz. I like the cow at the door better. And there was this geisha that looked lots like a geisha! ^_^ And Ms Lizah LAMINATED the class duty roster and seating plan. Lolx. I wish I had done the Samurais for Rent duty roster in time, but oh whatever.
4S rocks! ^_^ (Can we PLEASE. don't overtake some other class during jogging anymore? My poor lungs and feet!)
My tagboard has a total of 2 tags. ^_^ One by me. So brilliant, rights? Thanks Uma for tagging! :D Speaking of which, I haven't really tagged anyone else recently. Maybe I'll wait till I get in to the You-know-what and I go around sharing the good news. Hohos.
I woke up today and got out of bed and brushed my teeth with Colgate EXTRA WHITE toothpaste and then rinsed my mouth and then splashed my face with water and then ate my breakfast and then DID MY PERMUTATIONS AND COMBINATIONS WORKSHEET! WOOOT! I'm so guai. xDD
121 days 9 hours 30 minutes 2 seconds left until You-Know-What.
I hope our class wins the Best Decorated Notice Board because I can see that everyone has put loads of effort into it (and the preparation once again proved to me that my painting is seriously atrocious). o_O Of course, the headers for the subjects rock the most 'cos I thought of it! Yeah! (so Zi Lian). No larz. I like the cow at the door better. And there was this geisha that looked lots like a geisha! ^_^ And Ms Lizah LAMINATED the class duty roster and seating plan. Lolx. I wish I had done the Samurais for Rent duty roster in time, but oh whatever.
4S rocks! ^_^ (Can we PLEASE. don't overtake some other class during jogging anymore? My poor lungs and feet!)
My tagboard has a total of 2 tags. ^_^ One by me. So brilliant, rights? Thanks Uma for tagging! :D Speaking of which, I haven't really tagged anyone else recently. Maybe I'll wait till I get in to the You-know-what and I go around sharing the good news. Hohos.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Hohos.
I lack creativity with titles nowadays but who cares. o_O Oh, and my hp is all in Chinese. :P Part of my "Cultivation of Interest in the Subject" campaign. But I still haven't completed the ban yue ji I owe the teacher, but blah. Wadda heck. Why don't they get us to write songs? It'll be so much better. Or take a Chi song and film our own MV. ^_^ Promotes creativity and love of the language.
I've been getting the 3rd period is end of school feeling recently, and I don't like it one bit. It's like I'm still not attentive and patient enough in class. Sad. O_O I hope everything gets sorted out before CSS. Oh wait, I'm not supposed to hope. I'm supposed to hope AND make sure. :P
I've been getting the 3rd period is end of school feeling recently, and I don't like it one bit. It's like I'm still not attentive and patient enough in class. Sad. O_O I hope everything gets sorted out before CSS. Oh wait, I'm not supposed to hope. I'm supposed to hope AND make sure. :P
Sunday, January 21, 2007
War & Destiny
[I realised it's a list of videos from the show and it seems to auto rewind to the first video so I deleted it. -_- Anyways, here's the link for my personal convinence: Click for video]
I just cannot get enough of this scene. I hope this doesn't slow down the loading of my blog though, 'cos tudou tends to load slow. o_O
DON'T YOU THINK IT'S JUST SO FF? Sooo bootiful!
我要离去别再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待我的爱
陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵著手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声我爱
I just cannot get enough of this scene. I hope this doesn't slow down the loading of my blog though, 'cos tudou tends to load slow. o_O
DON'T YOU THINK IT'S JUST SO FF? Sooo bootiful!
我要离去别再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待我的爱
陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵著手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声我爱
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Maybe I think too much.
Maybe I think too much. Hmm...
It's her problem after all. Why should I get angry and agitated and so worked up at other people's mistakes? Waste my time & energy.
She can do whatever she likes and they can think whatever they like to think. So long I do my best, I have nothing to be afraid of.
That's right. ^_^
JIAYOU ANGELA! :D
It's coming faster than I thought. PSS has already reached Top 4 & it's a matter or weeks that it ends and the producers start preparing for CSS.
I'm still not prepared yet (after a year, summore). I'm still failing to balance schoolwork and play...I hope giving myself one more week to hand up all my homework on time and not forget to bring anything and at the same time do my best in Guides and play is enough. I need to lian ge.
Up till now I still cannot bring myself to tell the truth about my ambition. LOL. I really need to have enough confidence by then. *flips through motivation quotes*. xDD Hahas.
If you want something badly enough, you'll achieve it. ^_^
Jiayou jiayou.
It's her problem after all. Why should I get angry and agitated and so worked up at other people's mistakes? Waste my time & energy.
She can do whatever she likes and they can think whatever they like to think. So long I do my best, I have nothing to be afraid of.
That's right. ^_^
JIAYOU ANGELA! :D
It's coming faster than I thought. PSS has already reached Top 4 & it's a matter or weeks that it ends and the producers start preparing for CSS.
I'm still not prepared yet (after a year, summore). I'm still failing to balance schoolwork and play...I hope giving myself one more week to hand up all my homework on time and not forget to bring anything and at the same time do my best in Guides and play is enough. I need to lian ge.
Up till now I still cannot bring myself to tell the truth about my ambition. LOL. I really need to have enough confidence by then. *flips through motivation quotes*. xDD Hahas.
If you want something badly enough, you'll achieve it. ^_^
Jiayou jiayou.
Saturday, January 06, 2007
最高点!!!
Zui Gao Dian! Woooh! xDD
Hahas, finally MCS has lined up a couple of shows worth watching for 2007. Gives me more reason to purchase MOBtv. xDD Finally Jeanette and 715 are in the same show and not acting as brother and sister (like in CID). The Peakkk! looks good (so does Let it Shine) and they'll be my must-watchs of the year.
Why must mediacorp wait till my Sec 4 year to release such nice shows? *sobss* I'd probably miss quite a lot of them. Then must go buy mobTV. And hold the XYS in May-August and not December like the year before. It's a conspiraceee!!! xDDD j/k.
A1) Zhu Wo Sheng Ri Kuai Le
A2) High High High
1) Dui De Ren
2) Saranghae Yo
3) Ai Qing Lun Kuo
4) Bei Ji Quan
5) Yi Ge Ren De Jing Cai
6) Pei Ni Deng Tian Liang
SP) Endless Story
DU) Tian Tian Ye Ye
JIAYOU JIAYOU.
May-August 2007 || CSS 2
Zui Gao Dian! Woooh! xDD
Hahas, finally MCS has lined up a couple of shows worth watching for 2007. Gives me more reason to purchase MOBtv. xDD Finally Jeanette and 715 are in the same show and not acting as brother and sister (like in CID). The Peakkk! looks good (so does Let it Shine) and they'll be my must-watchs of the year.
Why must mediacorp wait till my Sec 4 year to release such nice shows? *sobss* I'd probably miss quite a lot of them. Then must go buy mobTV. And hold the XYS in May-August and not December like the year before. It's a conspiraceee!!! xDDD j/k.
A1) Zhu Wo Sheng Ri Kuai Le
A2) High High High
1) Dui De Ren
2) Saranghae Yo
3) Ai Qing Lun Kuo
4) Bei Ji Quan
5) Yi Ge Ren De Jing Cai
6) Pei Ni Deng Tian Liang
SP) Endless Story
DU) Tian Tian Ye Ye
JIAYOU JIAYOU.
May-August 2007 || CSS 2
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