Here it comes.

This is it.

For the past year my life has revolved around Campus Superstar & the whole of my life has revolved around music. And tomorrow says it all.
Hahas, can you imagine what would happen if I got in and before every result show I post this same post? xDD

But anyways, tomorrow is more than just important to me. I really hate to think of what would happen to me if I don't get in tomorrow. But of course, putting aside all the pessimistic thoughts, I'm pretty excited. After 1 yr of anticipation, it's finally here.

Of course I would be lying if I say "Oh, just ping chang xin and go and sing, nevermind can get in or not." It matters a lot to me because only by becoming top 20 can I embark on a journey of sharing my music with more people and hopefully, the world.

Yes, there will be other chances, but tomorrow matters to me in more ways than one. Frankly, I do not deny that I have a tinge of envy for the Campus Superstar's fame (especially during the first few months when I decided to enter the contest and CSS 1 was still airing), but I've come a long way (muchos more months) to realise that I do love singing and sharing my music with the rest of the world. It's become my dream and part of me, part of my everyday life.

Maybe I'm making the CSS competition sound more serious than it seems to be (to me) because I do not take it as merely a stage to gain experience of live performances (though that is also a big factor as I value live performances more than CD music to better bring out each song) but I want to give my very very best. I want to bring out the best music I can to the world. I hope for every one of my performances to be enjoyable in one way or another.

And yet, I lack confidence, and in turn, I lack the drive. I'm afraid to know the result because it matters so much. Actually I find the world quite ironical. xD

But my friends and family will be there to cheer me on, and for that few minutes, the stage is mine. They have confidence in me and all the more I should have confidence in myself. ^_^ Angela, you can do it!

Just take a deep breath, hold the mike & sing.

(Oh, and this may be a bit late - oh wait, it's still 8:58, the boys haven't started singing yet - but good luck to all the guy contestants xDD)