There was a time where I really just want to disintegrate and disappear and just stop blogging 'cos this is where I posted nearly everything related to CSS.

It's Over.
At least, CSS 2's over for me. But I wish all the contestants good luck on getting nearer to their dream. Gambate!

It'll be quite useless to express how much disappointment I feel. Maybe (or actually 100%) I didn't give my best in terms of gaining experience to overcome stage fright and sing in front of a crowd or improve my singing skills, but I definitely equipped myself with a passion for music.

Of course, I can go what if I had sang a slow song instead of High High High and all that, but it will be utterly helpless.
But still, let me wallow in self pity for just a while more.
Why can't Poly students join CSS?
Why must I opt for a more superstar-centered PSS when all I want to do is simply just to share my music with a larger crowd and touch more lives?

大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的没有主张
带我到没有爱情的地方哦
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的失去方向
带我到没有爱情的地方

As much as I want to let go and move on, it's really not that easy.

Will I really get in next time if I give in my all?
I'm really afraid.
Will it be a stupid thing to do if I join JC for CSS, then join Poly for my desired course?
Yes, of course.
Suddenly I feel like being a stupid person and doing just that.

闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界
自由的走